This is a small oil painting, only 10 inches by 8 inches from what I recall. You might notice the scale when you see me painting the trees especially. I’m using the tiniest paintbrush I own, and yet it was still difficult to manage the tree details. Painting small is tedious, stressful, and causes eye strain. It places high demand on dexterity, fine motor skills, and my ability to see tiny objects. I often end up with a headache when I paint small.
My face may ache from clenching my jaw in concentration and furrowing my eyebrows. The frustration of fumbling with tiny areas with messy uncooperative paints can ruin what could have been a pleasant painting session. This is what happens when I am too short sighted in how much space I want for my composition. If I wanted a field of flowers and a horizon line with trees, perhaps I should have chosen a larger sized canvas, unless I enjoy painting small (some artists do, but I don’t).
Painting, as in life, is all about our individual perspective. If we are too focused on the small picture in front of our faces, we may miss the bigger picture. We may become mired in tedious details, stressed and anxious, frustrated when things don’t go as quickly or easily as we’d like. Perhaps we don’t like how life is going, or how our efforts are panning out. Maybe we didn’t plan our big picture, focusing instead on fitting everything into a small life. Big dreams don’t fit on a small spiritual canvas.
Sometimes our problems are lessened by adopting a different perspective. If we use a bigger spiritual canvas, suddenly things that were difficult, tedious, stressful and disappointing may seem much easier. For example, when I focus on what I haven’t finished, I become frustrated and feel as if I can’t get anything accomplished. But if I select a bigger spiritual canvas, in which there’s plenty of room to “paint” the colors of my life, I will see that I’ve accomplished much more than I realized. Often when I haven’t finished something it’s because I’ve been busy with something else. And that “something else” may be a masterpiece.
I’ve never regretted the time I’ve spent with my family or helping others. I’ve never regretted the time I’ve “wasted” trying things that failed. When time passed it was clear that those things I tried and failed led to who I am today. Our perspective after time has proven that failures are seldom mistakes, helps us paint our lives on a bigger canvas.
Worrying about how our needs will be met, how we will succeed, or how life will turn out is an unfortunate drain on our energy and a waste of our precious time here on Earth. Worrying IS something I regret. Fortunately, worrying is behavior based, a habit. And as with other habits, habits can be broken. The less I worry, the less I’m prone to worrying.
Breaking the habit of worrying is like any other healthy lifestyle change. It may take about six weeks for a new habit to take root, but once it does, the impact on our lives is unmistakably positive and empowering. We can change our perspective by painting on a bigger canvas.
Matthew 6:28b-30a: “Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you?”
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